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i hate diz feeling.
i feel the pain.
deep inside.
its nvr been dat hurt b4.
n it seems t0 be deepen.
I wish you could feel the pain I've went through.
day by day i try 2 b str0ng,but my strength washed away.
im n0t dat t0ugh.
i need a better place where i can f0rget u n the mem0ries.
its n0t ur fault.
neither me.
i dun want 2 cry anym0re.
but sumtimes i d0.
i need strength 2 make a m0ve.
if i dont, i'l hurt myself again n again..
i want the day dat i don't care to sit here and write my feelings of hurt and pain.

"im trying t0 fix wut had been br0ken"